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Wae yo?
Thursday, October 29, 2009
Dear Heaven Daddy,
Why is the world like this?
Why is everyone so practical...
Why are some people rich like crap?
Why are some people poor like shit...
Why does the world have to revolve around money?
Why can't we be financial worry-free...
Why must the world be separated into so many countries?
Why can't everybody be of one race so there won't be discriminations...
Why must there be males and females?
Why must females be the one giving birth???
Why are people selfish?
Why are people so self-centred?
Why are some people so fake?
Why must there be things called feelings?
Why can't we live forever as babies so that we will be worry-free?
Why are some people born so lucky?
Why are some abused and battered?
Is there really such thing as True love?
Is there really such thing as Destiny?
Is there really such thing as Fated to be?
Can we really control our own life?
Or should i leave it to You.
..........-big sigh-
Pot of gold at the end of the rainbow
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
HI EVERYYYYONE I'M BACK!
This time a happier person because my Project Diet actually works! Yeah man i lost 2kg since i started my Project Diet on the stated date below, i don't know the lapse time but still am glad glad glad.
Anyway, 'Sorry sorry' really works!!! you know, the "Da da da da da da da da da~" part? It helps to slim your waist LOL no joke. I lost an inch since i started. Hehehehe. Not bad right! Maybe i should try out Sean's recommendation 'Abracadabra' to slim butt fats, lol!
Well recently i've been really vain from doing nail art to whitening body lotion to cucumber pads and masks... Well, haven't really seen the effect yet but its slowly getting better! Really.
Hokkaido lover's masks are awesome seriously. So is The Face Shop's H20 mask. Awesome shit :)
Ta people! Those who haven't meet me for very long, LET'S MEET UP SOON!!!
Angel without wings
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Isn't it scary how fast time flies?
It only felt like 2 years ago when i was taking my O's... and now, i'm soon graduating from my diploma. In no time to come, i'll be slogging my ass off in some university and in no no time, i'll meet my perfect match (like cross finger pray hard) and then get married, and in no no no time i'll be an old hag sitting at home watching tv playing mahjong.
Man, life is so short actually. And yet we cannot live everyday happily...
Guess that's just how life is.
T_____T
Monday, October 19, 2009
I. AM. SO. BAFFLED.
I know i have been eating alot but since SIP started... i have gained an amazing 6kg.
WTF? THAT'S HELLA LOT.
Looks like eating after 8pm and sitting down everyday after eating makes one gain weight so easily.
Damn, time to lose weight now before i become 15kg heavier at the end of SIP.
I shall stick to this daily routine:
1. Eat a sumptous breakfast everyday to hold my tummy from the hunger
2. Monday Wednesday Friday: full lunch to be eaten, Tuesday Thursday: fruits only to be eaten for lunch
3. NO FOOD AFTER 8PM: even if that means sacrificing dinner
4. Dance routine every night: 'Genie' to get rid of leg cellulites and slim the waist, 'Don't don' for excessive shaking off fats, 'Sorry sorry' for getting rid of flabby arms
-nods- Looks good.
Project Diet starts now!
Mirotic
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Spent the whole day out today, with getting cheated by Celeste my beautiful friend to go to Sentosa and got myself tanned/burnt/red for the first time in my life!!
Yes the first time!!! Being red doesn't look good.......
And then met my darling PY after that (: Supposed to watch a movie but... we realised today was Deepavali. Which explains the amount of..... all over. Soooo, we walked around and got tired. Sat at Starbucks and our usual topic, about the future. I think she's influencing me toooo much what if i become like her!
AN DWAE~ i still want kids. ):
Ended up spending an hour in Daiso and also! Manicure. hahahahaha girls will always be girls.
Omg. I think i just smurdged my nail polish
!!!!!!!!!
Anyway, i am hooked onto DBSK's Mirotic. Go listen :) it's awesomeee
Neon nareul wonhae~
Neon naege bbajyeo~
Neon naege michyeo~
He eo nalsu eopseo~
I got you~ under my skin~
without a reason
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
I'm not gonna get angry anymore,Cos if i do,
I'll be walking right into your trap.
Do whatever suits you.
I'm closing both eyes
:)
Goddammit
Thursday, October 8, 2009
GODI feel so unsatisfied with my life.
Everyday i feel so no life
Everyday i feel life is just a pile of shit
Everyday i feel "Why can't my life be more interesting"
I know i shouldn't be complaining because there are people much worse off than me but i CANT FRIGGIN HELP IT.
Guess i need to go to a jetty side to scream my fking lungs out
Plans for the future
Monday, October 5, 2009
I kinda settled down with what i wanna do. Well it still is on the H&T industry somehow, but not exactly. It's something i think i will have fun doing cos it's in the line of my interest, but it's something many people wouldn't support perhaps? I guess even my parents will think i'm crazy, going for something like that. It requires much money i guess, and very much independence, determination and perseverance.Sounds scary & impossible? Hahaha perhaps, but i'm not gonna say what is it about. Only a selected few people knows what is it i'm talking about.
It requires me to leave this country though, i wonder if i'll be able to do it. But, i should be able to because other than my family, i have nothing else here that is worth staying for.
Then again, there are many ways i can go about to achieve it. Should i stay in Singapore, complete my degree first before pursuing that? Or should i leave immediately after completing my diploma, then take up the course there and then maybe a degree over there as well?
In whichever way, it's gonna cost a bomb, which i obviously, won't be able to get any financial support from anywhere, so it's all down to myself.
Ah, i really wonder what the future holds.
But seriously, life is either a daring adventure, or nothing.